サンソエンソ (Oxide+Chloride)
Content warningBe warned that this song deals with themes of suicide and discusses suicide methods.
Producer: はんごうすいはん
Submission for The VOCALOID Collection 2025 Summer.
| Japanese | English |
|---|---|
| 混ぜるな危険 | “Danger: do not mix” |
| 狂わせる しどろもどろに | It makes me go crazy, |
| かきたてる 純情の心 | Messily stirs up my pure heart. |
| 取り返しのつかない | There’s no going back now, |
| 洗い物に ゴム手袋は | These rubber gloves |
| もったいなくなる | Would be wasted on dirty dishes. |
| 扱い慣れない らちが明かない | I am not used to handling this, I’m not making any progress, |
| みんな みんな 孤独の中で | Everyone, everyone is wandering |
| 彷徨っている 冷え込む予報 | Aimlessly in loneliness. A forecast of dropping temperatures, |
| ゆがんだ細胞路1がこちらに牙をむいている | My distorted cellular pathway is baring its teeth towards me. |
| 苦しい 苦しい かすれ声も | “It’s painful, so painful,” even my hoarse voice |
| とうに聞くに堪えない 妬みごとに変わるから | has long become unbearable to hear, since it would get twisted into envious complaints. |
| 目の前が真っ暗になる 間の余韻を楽しむの | My vision has turned pitch black; I’m savoring the aftertaste of this moment. |
| あーあ | Ah… |
| のしかかってくる 重い重いアーカイブ | The heavy, heavy archive is weighing on me. |
| 目線合わせたくないから下を向く | I don’t want to make eye contact, so I keep looking down. |
| でも本当の理由はなんでもなくて | But the real reason is nothing at all, |
| 生まれてこの方終わり望んでて | I’ve been hoping for an end like this since the beginning. |
| 怒られたくないただそれだけで | I simply don’t want to be scolded, |
| 他には何も望まないから | I am not wishing for anything else. |
| 私の事をいじめたり、怒ったり | “Please don’t bully me, lash out at me, |
| 傷つけたり、無視したりしないで！ | Hurt me, or ignore me!” |
| ってお願いは一生無視され続けてたのに | Even though those pleadings were ignored my entire life. |
| 今更死なないで | And now you’re saying “don’t die, |
| 勝手に幸せ見つけててってそれは | Just go and find your own happiness!” |
| いくらなんでも虫が良すぎませんか | No matter how you look at it, isn’t it too convenient for you? |
| もうおしまい！ | So, enough! |
| いたちごっこはやめにしよ | Let’s stop this futile back-and-forth. |
| まぜるな危険な危険で有害な | With the “danger” in “danger: do not mix”, |
| 意識の連続終わらせたいから | I would like to put an end to my harmful continuity. |
| 今までありがとう | Thank you for everything up to today, |
| さぁもうゴム手袋を君に預ける | Now, I will entrust these rubber gloves to you. |
| 窓際に露滴る ずっと青い部屋がある | The morning dew drips at the window, in a room that is always blue, |
| 睨んだ言葉はいつも手持無沙汰で つぎはぎで | You’ve always stitched hostile words together like you’ve got nothing better to do. |
| シンクの底 平く溜まる 表面積肌色さらってく | Pooling at the bottom of the sink, my skin color is leaching out of its surface area. |
| でも正しいほうが 轢いたトラックに捧げる方になる | But maybe what’s right is to offer myself up to an oncoming truck. |
| 世界中で一番嫌われ者の私だから | Because I am the world’s most hated person, |
| 最底辺のサンクコストで君にぶつけたいよ | I would like to throw this worst kind of sunk cost at you. |
| まぜるな危険な危険で有害な | With the “danger” in “danger: do not mix”, |
| 意識の連続終わらせたいから | I would like to put an end to my harmful continuity. |
| 今までありがとう | So, thank you for everything up to today, |
| さぁもうゴム手袋を君に預ける | Now, I am entrusting these rubber gloves to you. |
| 酸素系洗剤と塩素系洗剤を併用して使用すると、 | “Mixing oxygen bleach and chlorine bleach |
| 人体に有毒な塩素ガスが発生して大変危険です！ | produces toxic chlorine gas, which is highly dangerous to the human body!”2 |
Footnotes
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A neologism. ↩︎
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There is a discrepancy between the lyrics and the MV, which shows a chemical equation of mixing chlorine bleach (NaClO) with acidic drain cleaner (HCl), not oxygen bleach (H2O2).
Mixing chlorine bleach and oxygen bleach is in fact not very dangerous, except for the potential heat generated by the exothermic reation. Mixing chlorine bleach and acidic drainer on the other hand yields chlorine gas, which is highly toxic and dangerous. ↩︎
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